One Tree Hill star Chad Michael Murray and wife Sarah Roemer have been married for a decade. Despite their high profiles as Hollywood actors, the couple seems to lead a pretty low-key life together—probably because they don’t share much about that life in public.

Chad Michael Murray admitted that he wished to disappear after starring in One Tree Hill and experiencing skyrocketing fame. Speaking to Interview Magazine, Murray admitted that he “one hundred percent” wanted to quit acting after the show.

Even if they’re not talking about that, sometimes your head goes to a negative place, and I know mine really did,” the “Cinderella Story” actor admitted.